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Monday, August 27

the right guy might exist.

assalamualaikum all

long time i didn't post anything here :)

as ussual lots of thing came up
especially during eid fitri season

alhamdulillah everything went well for me

and now i am waiting the most lup dup (heartbeat sound) moments
which is this wednesday.

He.
will
come
to
my
house
to
meet
my parents
for
the
first time.

insyaAllah
i will share about it.
:)
pray all the best for me.
insyaAllah.
insyaAllah <3



Thursday, April 26

He is the only one who can help us

deep inside

only you know it
My Lord

i am totally happy

always..alhamdulillah

but there is

 a little empty space inside me

only you understand

please make it easier 
My Lord

insyaAllah



Saturday, April 7

defining L O V E

love is something deep
 an emotion of strong affection and personal attachment


it can't be seen
by the word "i love u"


it can't be touch
by your warm hand


it's something inside
deep.


something that you can feel.


love is not only to a man.
or to a woman.


it's more than that..


and the greatest love
is to Lord


the greatest who create us..


but love to Him is not easy to achieved


it's very expensive.
not all are able to get it


even me.
i don't know if i can grab it.


but what i am sure
i can't live without it



Love for Allah
If my love is attached to Thee
Then from sin I will be free
Each time my heart will beat
Your name will resound with heat
With your name shivers my each limb
They seek to be released from whim
Allah, Allah, is my hearts speech
Your Mercy is what I beseech
The Most Merciful keep me content
With all that You have sent
Keep in my heart Your remembrance
And in Your deen and love allow me to advance
Help me in my quest
Permit me to pass the ultimate test
Save me from the clutches of Satan
Give me death upon Imaan.



help us..Lord..

Monday, March 19

future future oo future

Future


It is a fact that we always try to plan the best.


Then we leave else for Him to decide, He have the best planning for us


Sometimes we afraid Allah didn’t gave what we want.


Then I think again..


Allah is always so kind towards me


He will always give the best for me


I should not be afraid


I should believe in Him


Believe is a word that you can say but it is not easy to do


Yet it is never impossible


Look at our sides, Allah already give the best


He gave everything..


He will give the best


insyaAllah I will open my eyes


Allah..You always give to me


Give, give and give


And I keep ask, ask and ask


Sorry for being selfish ..Ya Allah


We belong to you Allah


Thanks for everything


I believe in you..I believe in you


Alhamdulillah


Wednesday, February 29

you maybe don't understand with your eyes..

He is hidden

creator of everything

I desire Him ♥ ♥ ♥

who is manifest in everything 
...

o my Rabb ♥

i come to you as a slave
on my lips repentance

on my tongue

the appeal for forgiveness

If you wish You bless me

if not i am forlorn~
...

for in your presence

I am full of shame
you are the Lord
all-powerful*


Friday, February 10

sim card ooh sim card

:)

again

He show me

the beauty of patience

again

i feel

so special

He always treat us well

sometimes he gave us

test or trial

then He help us get through it

thats how He shows His love to His servant

this evening

i call a few people to help send me to celcom centre

because i have problem with broadband simcard

i keep calling

but no one free or in KUIS

suddendly there is a friend call me

and i ask if she have any friend that have motor

alhamdulillah

at last

i got someone

and i believe

that someone

is send by Allah

insyaAllah

"man jadda wa jadda"





Sunday, January 29

niqab

i take a very long time

to decide

and i never get any answer 

but

today

i take a step

one big step

to make me closer to you ya Allah

i always think

i am not ready

but

today

i done it

there is a few thing we don't have to wait

we just try it

take the risk

it's better in that way

thanks to my friend

Maryam  & Syafiqa

they help me

at last

I am a niqabis

just the way i dream

all this long way

at last

i decide

for you

 Ya Allah

bless our life

insyaAllah

me.