you maybe don't understand with your eyes..

He is hidden

creator of everything

I desire Him ♥ ♥ ♥

who is manifest in everything 

...

o my Rabb ♥

i come to you as a slave

on my lips repentance

on my tongue

the appeal for forgiveness

If you wish You bless me

if not i am forlorn~

...

for in your presence

I am full of shame

you are the Lord

all-powerful*

sim card ooh sim card

:)

again

He show me

the beauty of patience

again

i feel

so special

He always treat us well

sometimes he gave us

test or trial

then He help us get through it

thats how He shows His love to His servant

this evening

i call a few people to help send me to celcom centre

because i have problem with broadband simcard

i keep calling

but no one free or in KUIS

suddendly there is a friend call me

and i ask if she have any friend that have motor

alhamdulillah

at last

i got someone

and i believe

that someone

is send by Allah

insyaAllah

"man jadda wa jadda"

niqab

i take a very long time

to decide

and i never get any answer 

but

today

i take a step

one big step

to make me closer to you ya Allah

i always think

i am not ready

but

today

i done it

there is a few thing we don't have to wait

we just try it

take the risk

it's better in that way

thanks to my friend

Maryam  & Syafiqa

they help me

at last

I am a niqabis

just the way i dream

all this long way

at last

i decide

for you

 Ya Allah

bless our life

insyaAllah

me.

public speaking- we made it !

public speaking-semi final round :)

we got 20 topics for prepare

but only one of them we will present

on a very busy week

this is very challenging for me

or maybe for other contestant too

this is those topics

 

1.     A Man of Adab (Insan Adabi)

2.    KUIS  as  A Sought-After University; Not A Left-Over Choice

3.    Ta‘dib : The Right Concept of Islamic Education

4.    Muhammad SAW is the Best Example of a Man.

5.    Negative Effects of the Pervasive Loss of Adab.

6.    My Biggest Concern for the Future.

7.    Having a Target in Life Sets a Better Future.

8.    Intelligence is Not Enough.

9.    We are just a Daie’, never a Judge.

10. Seeking the Blessing of ALLAH

11.  He that Hurts Others Hurts Himself

12. Allah’s Promises of Rizq.

13. Love in The Name of ALLAH.

14. Step by Step the Ladder is Ascended

15. A leader is one who knows the way, goes the way, and shows the way.

(a famous quote by J.C. Maxwell)

16. Education is not the filling of a pail but the lighting of a fire.

 (a famous quote by William Butler Yeats)

17. Parents Are Responsible For Who Their Children Would Be.

18. Life is Islam

19. Al-Quran is the Source of Medicines

20.Let’s be True Muslims!

on that day :)

i am so nervous

afraid what topic i will get

at last i got topic number 16

alhamdulillah

i done it well 

but i didn't won anything :)

but i learn a lot

like my friend, ummu said

if still have we will enter again

insyaAllah :)

congrats to my senior, he won 3rd place

and all senior & audience that stay until the end :) and all the committee !

miracle of roti canai ?

oh ya Allah..

you extremely generous.

   I knew that. 

I always knew.  

and tonight again 

I see the miracle

  in front of my eyes. 

I  still remember, 

once time ago

my friend lost her key 

you return it agian to her when she believes. 

when she confident

when she believe.

and
tonight

on the same time

you gave me something

somehow

i feel very guilty

 

you extremely generous.  
you give us a lot

lets me share what happen tonight

tonight, I do not buy food because

i

of lack of money for a two-day stay.  

so

i just

accompanied 

my friend to buy roti canai.  
at cafe

after a while

sudden appearance 

the man of the stall to give one free "roti canai". 

so both of my friend ummu and puteri decided to give it to me

beyond that,

I know. it come from you.  

human just

only the middle man. 

I feel very happy.

thanks for being 

very very very 

kind towards me

syukran Ya Rabb :)

i love you.

you dont know.both of us don't

oh Ya Allah

i ask a lot from U

everyday

every single minute

and

You always give me what i really need

Ya Allah

You always with me

You never leave me

but sometimes

i am the one that leave You

i am so sorry

i knew

You very kind

You gave me everything

sometimes

i wonder why

You always giving

even though 

when

i far from You

thanks Ya Allah

You never let me alone

You give me calmness

that many didn't find today

You gave me Eeman & Islam

that many lost it already

ya Allah

i am so happy

i can feel You

is this really true

do You love me too

there are thousand and million out there

that love You

and a lot of them

is much better than me

do i deserve to get Your love

do i?

ya Allah..

i want to thank to You

i feel that

i miss You so much

i miss.

ya Allah..

i am clueless

i am so happy 

and my tears

uncountable(for sure)

i am crying

yet

i feel so happy 

very

very

very

ya Allah

syukran.

thank you 

May you bless us

always

insyaAllah..

public speaking - at last !

assalamualaikum :))

yesterday

i join a public speaking competition..

my title is just simple

"English make our life easier"

language as the power of knowledge and interaction

i don't even memorize well

and my speech structure 

only using simple word

but alhamdulillah

everything turn well

even though i still have fear on the stage

but i manage to to eye contact with audience and judges

i colourise my speech with gesture

this is my flash card :)

but

other contestant have a very excellent topic

they share the about Islam & Eeman

i feel so jealous to them

they not only getting experience

but also made the speech as a good deed

i hope next time i will do just like them

overall: alhamdulillah my best friend and i

qualified to the next round

pray the best for us

insyaAllah :)

congrats too to my senior (sultan) my classmate (ummu najihah & Maryam jameelah) and my junior(amelia)