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Saturday, January 7

public speaking- we made it !

public speaking-semi final round :)

we got 20 topics for prepare

but only one of them we will present

on a very busy week

this is very challenging for me

or maybe for other contestant too

this is those topics

 
1.     A Man of Adab (Insan Adabi)
2.    KUIS  as  A Sought-After University; Not A Left-Over Choice
3.    Ta‘dib : The Right Concept of Islamic Education
4.    Muhammad SAW is the Best Example of a Man.
5.    Negative Effects of the Pervasive Loss of Adab.
6.    My Biggest Concern for the Future.
7.    Having a Target in Life Sets a Better Future.
8.    Intelligence is Not Enough.
9.    We are just a Daie’, never a Judge.
10. Seeking the Blessing of ALLAH
11.  He that Hurts Others Hurts Himself
12. Allah’s Promises of Rizq.
13. Love in The Name of ALLAH.
14. Step by Step the Ladder is Ascended
15. A leader is one who knows the way, goes the way, and shows the way.
(a famous quote by J.C. Maxwell)
16. Education is not the filling of a pail but the lighting of a fire.
 (a famous quote by William Butler Yeats)
17. Parents Are Responsible For Who Their Children Would Be.
18. Life is Islam
19. Al-Quran is the Source of Medicines
20.Let’s be True Muslims!

on that day :)
i am so nervous

afraid what topic i will get

at last i got topic number 16

alhamdulillah

i done it well 

but i didn't won anything :)

but i learn a lot

like my friend, ummu said

if still have we will enter again

insyaAllah :)

congrats to my senior, he won 3rd place

and all senior & audience that stay until the end :) and all the committee !








Wednesday, December 21

miracle of roti canai ?

oh ya Allah..

you extremely generous.
   I knew that. 

I always knew.  

and tonight again 

I see the miracle

  in front of my eyes. 

I  still remember, 

once time ago

my friend lost her key 

you return it agian to her when she believes. 


when she confident

when she believe.

and
tonight

on the same time

you gave me something

somehow

i feel very guilty
 
you extremely generous.  
you give us a lot

lets me share what happen tonight

tonight, I do not buy food because

i
of lack of money for a two-day stay.  

so

i just
accompanied 

my friend to buy roti canai.  
at cafe



after a while

sudden appearance 

the man of the stall to give one free "roti canai". 

so both of my friend ummu and puteri decided to give it to me

beyond that,

I know. it come from you.  

human just
only the middle man. 

I feel very happy.

thanks for being 

very very very 
kind towards me

syukran Ya Rabb :)

i love you.

Sunday, December 18

you dont know.both of us don't

oh Ya Allah

i ask a lot from U

everyday

every single minute

and

You always give me what i really need



Ya Allah

You always with me

You never leave me

but sometimes

i am the one that leave You

i am so sorry

i knew

You very kind

You gave me everything

sometimes

i wonder why

You always giving

even though 

when

i far from You

thanks Ya Allah

You never let me alone

You give me calmness

that many didn't find today

You gave me Eeman & Islam

that many lost it already

ya Allah

i am so happy

i can feel You

is this really true

do You love me too

there are thousand and million out there

that love You

and a lot of them

is much better than me

do i deserve to get Your love
do i?

ya Allah..

i want to thank to You

i feel that
i miss You so much

i miss.

ya Allah..

i am clueless

i am so happy 

and my tears
uncountable(for sure)

i am crying
yet
i feel so happy 

very
very
very

ya Allah

syukran.

thank you 

May you bless us

always

insyaAllah..



Friday, December 16

public speaking - at last !

assalamualaikum :))

yesterday

i join a public speaking competition..

my title is just simple

"English make our life easier"

language as the power of knowledge and interaction

i don't even memorize well

and my speech structure 

only using simple word

but alhamdulillah

everything turn well

even though i still have fear on the stage

but i manage to to eye contact with audience and judges

i colourise my speech with gesture

this is my flash card :)

but

other contestant have a very excellent topic

they share the about Islam & Eeman

i feel so jealous to them

they not only getting experience

but also made the speech as a good deed

i hope next time i will do just like them

overall: alhamdulillah my best friend and i

qualified to the next round

pray the best for us

insyaAllah :)

congrats too to my senior (sultan) my classmate (ummu najihah & Maryam jameelah) and my junior(amelia)





Friday, November 25

loyalty~

:: how loyal Sun to Allah, keep shining in the morning ::
 Sun are big
so do the Moon
and all the universe
all so big and great
and
they loyal to Allah
can we imagine what will happen if the Sun didn't want to shine in day
can we imagine what gonna happend
we all will freeze
but that thing 
never happen yet
because 
the Sun loyal to the only Creator
lets we see again
if Sun didnt follow God order will cause a big disaster
let we see ourself
we are small
yet
we always disobey the God
so look at our day now
what happend now
come from ourself
because we 
doubtful
to obey the Creator
so lets make the Sun as an example
insyaAllah :))
assalamualaikum all

Wednesday, November 16

smile is waiting :)


We hope this life is a fairytale
hope
And we think
that’s a dream
which is impossible
Actually it’s a choice
This life is beautiful
Just the way it is
Just
Follow the way we shape it
 the way we feel it
Just the way we appreciate it
It will be a dream
That’s also a reality :)


Friday, November 11

the power of believing..

What I can do is just thinking about you

And tell God how much I miss you

And pray to Him to give you to me

Because what I want are you

I don’t see the love, like others

Is meeting each other

Dating and eat together

No. 
That’s not how I define my love to you.

How I love you, is by my own way

I don’t want this love ruin me

So I must keep it by myself

When I see the sky

I see your face

....
6 years. And I willing to wait more

Yesterday
You massage me on the phone

Telling me to wait you

That your last massage

And I reply

Don’t worry, I will

As usual

i believe you ans so do you

So what left right now..

Pray to Allah

To give the best for us

insyaAllah, 
He knows better

 I know you don’t know 
what i feel

but

I will tell you

only..

After I am sure you are made for me

Not know
Not yet <3
maybe one day