the right guy might exist.

assalamualaikum all

long time i didn't post anything here :)

as ussual lots of thing came up
especially during eid fitri season

alhamdulillah everything went well for me

and now i am waiting the most lup dup (heartbeat sound) moments
which is this wednesday.

He.
will
come
to
my
house
to
meet
my parents
for
the
first time.

insyaAllah
i will share about it.
:)
pray all the best for me.
insyaAllah.
insyaAllah <3

He is the only one who can help us

deep inside

only you know it

My Lord

i am totally happy

always..alhamdulillah

but there is

 a little empty space inside me

only you understand

please make it easier 

My Lord

insyaAllah

defining L O V E

love is something deep
 an emotion of strong affection and personal attachment


it can't be seen
by the word "i love u"


it can't be touch
by your warm hand


it's something inside
deep.


something that you can feel.


love is not only to a man.
or to a woman.


it's more than that..


and the greatest love
is to Lord


the greatest who create us..


but love to Him is not easy to achieved


it's very expensive.
not all are able to get it


even me.
i don't know if i can grab it.


but what i am sure
i can't live without it

Love for Allah

If my love is attached to Thee
Then from sin I will be free

Each time my heart will beat
Your name will resound with heat

With your name shivers my each limb
They seek to be released from whim

Allah, Allah, is my hearts speech
Your Mercy is what I beseech

The Most Merciful keep me content
With all that You have sent

Keep in my heart Your remembrance
And in Your deen and love allow me to advance

Help me in my quest
Permit me to pass the ultimate test

Save me from the clutches of Satan
Give me death upon Imaan.

help us..Lord..

future future oo future

Future

It is a fact that we always try to plan the best.

Then we leave else for Him to decide, He have the best planning for us

Sometimes we afraid Allah didn’t gave what we want.

Then I think again..

Allah is always so kind towards me

He will always give the best for me

I should not be afraid

I should believe in Him

Believe is a word that you can say but it is not easy to do

Yet it is never impossible

Look at our sides, Allah already give the best

He gave everything..

He will give the best

insyaAllah I will open my eyes

Allah..You always give to me

Give, give and give

And I keep ask, ask and ask

Sorry for being selfish ..Ya Allah

We belong to you Allah

Thanks for everything

I believe in you..I believe in you

Alhamdulillah

you maybe don't understand with your eyes..

He is hidden

creator of everything

I desire Him ♥ ♥ ♥

who is manifest in everything 

...

o my Rabb ♥

i come to you as a slave

on my lips repentance

on my tongue

the appeal for forgiveness

If you wish You bless me

if not i am forlorn~

...

for in your presence

I am full of shame

you are the Lord

all-powerful*

sim card ooh sim card

:)

again

He show me

the beauty of patience

again

i feel

so special

He always treat us well

sometimes he gave us

test or trial

then He help us get through it

thats how He shows His love to His servant

this evening

i call a few people to help send me to celcom centre

because i have problem with broadband simcard

i keep calling

but no one free or in KUIS

suddendly there is a friend call me

and i ask if she have any friend that have motor

alhamdulillah

at last

i got someone

and i believe

that someone

is send by Allah

insyaAllah

"man jadda wa jadda"

niqab

i take a very long time

to decide

and i never get any answer 

but

today

i take a step

one big step

to make me closer to you ya Allah

i always think

i am not ready

but

today

i done it

there is a few thing we don't have to wait

we just try it

take the risk

it's better in that way

thanks to my friend

Maryam  & Syafiqa

they help me

at last

I am a niqabis

just the way i dream

all this long way

at last

i decide

for you

 Ya Allah

bless our life

insyaAllah

me.

public speaking- we made it !

public speaking-semi final round :)

we got 20 topics for prepare

but only one of them we will present

on a very busy week

this is very challenging for me

or maybe for other contestant too

this is those topics

 

1.     A Man of Adab (Insan Adabi)

2.    KUIS  as  A Sought-After University; Not A Left-Over Choice

3.    Ta‘dib : The Right Concept of Islamic Education

4.    Muhammad SAW is the Best Example of a Man.

5.    Negative Effects of the Pervasive Loss of Adab.

6.    My Biggest Concern for the Future.

7.    Having a Target in Life Sets a Better Future.

8.    Intelligence is Not Enough.

9.    We are just a Daie’, never a Judge.

10. Seeking the Blessing of ALLAH

11.  He that Hurts Others Hurts Himself

12. Allah’s Promises of Rizq.

13. Love in The Name of ALLAH.

14. Step by Step the Ladder is Ascended

15. A leader is one who knows the way, goes the way, and shows the way.

(a famous quote by J.C. Maxwell)

16. Education is not the filling of a pail but the lighting of a fire.

 (a famous quote by William Butler Yeats)

17. Parents Are Responsible For Who Their Children Would Be.

18. Life is Islam

19. Al-Quran is the Source of Medicines

20.Let’s be True Muslims!

on that day :)

i am so nervous

afraid what topic i will get

at last i got topic number 16

alhamdulillah

i done it well 

but i didn't won anything :)

but i learn a lot

like my friend, ummu said

if still have we will enter again

insyaAllah :)

congrats to my senior, he won 3rd place

and all senior & audience that stay until the end :) and all the committee !