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Wednesday, December 21

miracle of roti canai ?

oh ya Allah..

you extremely generous.
   I knew that. 

I always knew.  

and tonight again 

I see the miracle

  in front of my eyes

I  still remember

once time ago

my friend lost her key 

you return it agian to her when she believes


when she confident

when she believe.

and
tonight

on the same time

you gave me something

somehow

i feel very guilty
 
you extremely generous.  
you give us a lot

lets me share what happen tonight

tonight, I do not buy food because

i
of lack of money for a two-day stay.  

so

i just
accompanied 

my friend to buy roti canai.  
at cafe



after a while

sudden appearance 

the man of the stall to give one free "roti canai". 

so both of my friend ummu and puteri decided to give it to me

beyond that,

I know. it come from you.  

human just
only the middle man

I feel very happy.

thanks for being 

very very very 
kind towards me

syukran Ya Rabb :)

i love you.

Sunday, December 18

you dont know.both of us don't

oh Ya Allah

i ask a lot from U

everyday

every single minute

and

You always give me what i really need



Ya Allah

You always with me

You never leave me

but sometimes

i am the one that leave You

i am so sorry

i knew

You very kind

You gave me everything

sometimes

i wonder why

You always giving

even though 

when

i far from You

thanks Ya Allah

You never let me alone

You give me calmness

that many didn't find today

You gave me Eeman & Islam

that many lost it already

ya Allah

i am so happy

i can feel You

is this really true

do You love me too

there are thousand and million out there

that love You

and a lot of them

is much better than me

do i deserve to get Your love
do i?

ya Allah..

i want to thank to You

i feel that
i miss You so much

i miss.

ya Allah..

i am clueless

i am so happy 

and my tears
uncountable(for sure)

i am crying
yet
i feel so happy 

very
very
very

ya Allah

syukran.

thank you 

May you bless us

always

insyaAllah..



Friday, December 16

public speaking - at last !

assalamualaikum :))

yesterday

i join a public speaking competition..

my title is just simple

"English make our life easier"

language as the power of knowledge and interaction

i don't even memorize well

and my speech structure 

only using simple word

but alhamdulillah

everything turn well

even though i still have fear on the stage

but i manage to to eye contact with audience and judges

i colourise my speech with gesture

this is my flash card :)

but

other contestant have a very excellent topic

they share the about Islam & Eeman

i feel so jealous to them

they not only getting experience

but also made the speech as a good deed

i hope next time i will do just like them

overall: alhamdulillah my best friend and i

qualified to the next round

pray the best for us

insyaAllah :)

congrats too to my senior (sultan) my classmate (ummu najihah & Maryam jameelah) and my junior(amelia)